to part of a group
seriously pissed
nobody cares to understand
i seriously dun get anything to gain by helping
but everything i did as though i did
in fact sometimes were fun
everything i did i tried to understand everybodys difficulties
but they dun understand mine and didnt even try to find out
every week just more fatigue
less time for myself
and some waste of money
i dun get a thx and i dun mind
but dun freaking overstep
mabe it was a wrong choice of mine to stay behind
i just wanna finish it and get it off my life

to another individual
dun think cause ur so dam free (no pun intended)
tt everybody else hav no life but to help u
tt everybody should put off everything
to forget their own stuff
easy for u
u dun hav studies to care about
dun hav exams or finances to care about
u think everybodys life revolves around u
cant u stop and think abt the rest
we got a hard week
we got our own stuff to think about
might be no excuse for some stuff
but dun be some bigshot and take matters into ur own hands

i wish sometimes i wasnt this nice
i dun feel bad when i dun keep promises
when i trouble another person
that i could just go up to ur face and swear everything out
shit
who cares
life still goes on
wheter its screwed up or not
and my time schedule is screwed

its been a bad week
too many stuff to think about
sorry for making u guys read all my complaining
if u did tt is

on a brighter note
i bought tons of food
but i still got conned of $1.60
there was clearly a offer sign
sweets and muchies seem to be the only thing to keep me going
and studying could keep me occupied