was reading my cousins blog and somehow went friendster surfing...shows totally how bored i was...
courtesy of siddy wif our his super standard sick stuff while my guai innocent and virgin mind was being polluted there...still,its always nice though lol

not the point anyway i think aside from the usual funny stuff we do on our blogs...i see much more than i ever did
how its not only my life being fucked up and down here
yea mabe its just something for everybody
somehow i feel like i understand him more than ever
although i barely talked to him or even see him
even when we are were in the same school
how we used to play together every saturday before our grandma died
even when the room was dusty/smelly the 6 of us will just be there playing with anything we could get our hands on
how we would spend chinese new yr tgt and even the time they made fun of me when i cried when my cat ran away
i didnt noe that our grandma died near his birthday
i didnt even noe when their birthdays were actually
i didnt congradulate him for his As
well now hes in the army now
saw him a week or so back...talked abit...not unusual since we haven seen each other since our grandma died...tt was like 4 yrs ago
ill see him later today...such coinsidence that i find his blog today huh?
i hope to be able to talk wif him more
but i noe he got other stuff on his mind

hes never gonna see this
but i still wish him all the best
now i wish i had photos of the past