ok had to chunk all those e-mails into my gmail cause i had to test the stuff over and over again. links, coding, variables, you name it. i feel like giving up on that shit. don't seem to be able to do any of it right. probably why i run off to play everytime something goes wrong. i think i rather go for school. at least its stuff i can actually do. to a greater extent at least. and for some strange reason, i keep press" ctrl s" every few seconds.

multiply apparently doesn't allow any more music downloads so i got to find somewhere else. do tell me if you have any. i need new music. and downloading them from youtube isn't really very time efficient.

sigh. 6 more days to the end of attachment. can't wait to purge myself of php, mysql, apache, html and their likes. its killing me.

on a brighter note, i think todays dota was way better. think when everything is screwed up already, you won't really care whether that game is going to be good or bad. and trust me. i play like shit when i'm in a bad mood. quite the opposite from most people i know.